平安夜，EMO夜

EMO 的一天。一个人骑着脚踏车，用着100% 的力气，绕着校园一圈。折磨自己的确能暂时忘记EMO。

Life

What the hell is going on me?

Me

Recently keep emo-ing. I think one day I might kill myself. I am hating myself. I shouldn't think of it. But I can predict what might happen up next. Hoping that I won't give up that easy.

...

It's has been more than a week I'm in Universiti Sains Malaysia yet I still keep on thinking of you. No doubt there are some pretty girls over here,but you are always the one who I loved,so much.
Sometimes I was really frustrated waiting for you and I thought of giving up on you. But, my mind stopping me to do so. I really love you and I will be missing you all the time.
I've not seeing you for days. I hope I can meet you some day.

Hope to hear you say that you miss me too...

无话可说

看来，我们已经到了无话可说的地步。

可悲！

转折

也许，现在就是所谓的人生转折点。

一天过了，我也不知道我已经哭过多少遍，但是这一点都不重要。重要的是，我该学会接受现实。现实永远都是残酷的。并不是你爱谁，那个人就一定会爱回你。这就是———现实。

在接受现实的当儿，我也该想一想自己的问题所在。这一路以来，我都是个常常想太多的人，所以不经意地，我也在打扰着她。可能是我真的太烦人了。除此之外，我也算得上是个没用的人。胆小，一紧张就全身飙汗。这就是我。试问，一个如此没用的人又怎么配得起她呢？

很快的，大家就要展开全新的生活。大家也会到不同的地方，过着不同的大学生涯。也许，是时候放下了。

但我真的很想告诉你，

我不会轻易地放弃你。

Recently

Recently.
Mood swings.
Heart broken.
Hope gone.
End.

[UNKNOWN]

From now on, I should talk less, or I shouldn't talk anything more.

Expectation

Expectation is one of the way leading to disappointment. Greater expectation always lead to a greater disappointment. No doubt, expecting is always a way of giving myself a hope. But I have to try not to expect too much as my heart is going to be broken AGAIN.

HAHAHA!!!!!!

I feel like want to laugh at myself. Laugh at my stupidness. How stupid you are.

...

突然之间，明白了自己算是什么。我只有在你有需要到的时候才应该出现。其它时候，我就该好好躲起来。我明白。

Useless

I'm useless. No other words can describe.

没有用

The feeling back again.

I'm Nobody

I'm nobody...

Who am I?

Actually I'm just nothing for you. But I just can't accept it. Perhaps I should try to stop thinking about it. What am I thinking? Stupid me.

Valentine's Day?

It's just a normal Tuesday for me. No, it should be a hectic Tuesday...

What happen?

What happen? I should be used to this kind of feeling.

Haiz

Feel like wanna punch myself... Haiz...