21st Birthday

It has been long long time I didn't log into my blogger account. Perhaps nearly a year. My aim is very obvious. Just to record what had happened yesterday, which means my 21st birthday. Different from previous years, I did enjoy my birthday so much as I was celebrating with my dearest baby, Tang Eva. Without her, I think I would pass my birthday all alone. First year celebrating my birthday with my girlfriend. I am so glad to have her =)

Our first stop, we met each other in KL sentral. Then we go to Sunway Lagoon together by KTM.

Me and Miss Tang 

I love you

Hahaa. I think I am the worst blogger ever as I really don't like to type.

After our Sunway Lagoon trip, we went to Mid Valley, TGIF !!! Actually she wanted to dine in this restaurant for so long time but I always didn't bring her go. Noob boyfriend. And finally we were here !! But but but she didn't order her favourite food. =.= And she paid the bill also. This let me felt that I am so useless.

Anyway, I had my best birthday ever. Without Miss Tang, my life would be OMG.

After my birthday, it will be Eva's. I feel so sorry to her. The chances for me to go to Ipoh is so so so few. Sorry my baby.

平安夜，EMO夜

EMO 的一天。一个人骑着脚踏车，用着100% 的力气，绕着校园一圈。折磨自己的确能暂时忘记EMO。

Life

What the hell is going on me?

Me

Recently keep emo-ing. I think one day I might kill myself. I am hating myself. I shouldn't think of it. But I can predict what might happen up next. Hoping that I won't give up that easy.

...

It's has been more than a week I'm in Universiti Sains Malaysia yet I still keep on thinking of you. No doubt there are some pretty girls over here,but you are always the one who I loved,so much.
Sometimes I was really frustrated waiting for you and I thought of giving up on you. But, my mind stopping me to do so. I really love you and I will be missing you all the time.
I've not seeing you for days. I hope I can meet you some day.

Hope to hear you say that you miss me too...

无话可说

看来，我们已经到了无话可说的地步。

可悲！

转折

也许，现在就是所谓的人生转折点。

一天过了，我也不知道我已经哭过多少遍，但是这一点都不重要。重要的是，我该学会接受现实。现实永远都是残酷的。并不是你爱谁，那个人就一定会爱回你。这就是———现实。

在接受现实的当儿，我也该想一想自己的问题所在。这一路以来，我都是个常常想太多的人，所以不经意地，我也在打扰着她。可能是我真的太烦人了。除此之外，我也算得上是个没用的人。胆小，一紧张就全身飙汗。这就是我。试问，一个如此没用的人又怎么配得起她呢？

很快的，大家就要展开全新的生活。大家也会到不同的地方，过着不同的大学生涯。也许，是时候放下了。

但我真的很想告诉你，

我不会轻易地放弃你。